Friday, 2 November 2012

Whovember: Favorite Doctor Discussion Post

For these, I'm going to pose a question, talk a little bit about it and then open up the floor to all of you. I want to know what you think! So make sure to tune in every Saturday and answer my Who themed question!

For this week, I want to ask the most important question: Doctor Who?
Which Doctor has been your favorite so far?
Feel free to go back into the older series. I won't be because I've haven't seen them yet. I started with the 2005 series which makes my answer a little bit easier. My feelings about the Doctors are summed up perfectly in this picture:
If I ask myself this question, I really I want to be original and be like "9 is totally my favorite" but I can't. The second David Tennant woke up as the Doctor and went on his wild rant quoting the Lion King, I knew he was going to be something special. And I was so, so very right!
I feel like David Tennant was an expert at acting really difficult scenes. When he's excited we know it because we get this:
He's so joyful it's hard not to smile with him. When he's mad, he turns his face absolutely terrifying and we get this:
But it's when he's sad that we get some of his best performances ever. I can't even look at his face in the "Doomsday" episode and when he has to erase Donna's memory in "Journey's End" without wanting to cry myself.
He makes me laugh and cry in the same breathe. The 11th Doctor is wonderful and I love him too but my heart is still with Tennant. His randomness and his amazing acting skills and the care with which he played every scene will always make him my favorite. This "slim and a little foxy" man made me love him against all odds and I don't think anyone is going to make me let that go.

Tell me which is your favorite? Leave a comment and vote in the poll!


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YA Across the United States!

So Epic Reads did this pretty epic thing by getting a YA book set in every state of the USA and listing them. I fell in love when I saw it a few days ago on Facebook and wanted to post about it on my blog. So first, let's take a look at the USA books:


Alright, so let's break it down a little. As you can see, this is full of amazing novels. I was born and raised and currently live in Florida and am totally in love that The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin is representing my state!

As far as what I've read, here's what my road trip would like:
  • Colorado
  • Florida
  • Illinois
  • Iowa
  • Michigan
  • Minnesota
  • New Mexico
  • Ohio
  • Oregon
  • Texas
  • Utah
So which book are you represented by and what would your road trip look like?

Comfort Tense

I'm editing the first, messy draft of my new YA contemporary set in Hong Kong.

So far it's fun, but I have a confession to make.

I can't write in first person past tense.

I've tried with several books, but then I get a few chapters in and have to switch back because I'm too confused to go on.

This is my question:

Do people who write in first person past tense choose a time period from which their main character is viewing the events of the story?

I'm asking because when I get to the necessary telling bits of the story, I always screw up.

In present tense it's easy. For example:

Gerald has a track record of stealing my best friends. Anyone who hangs around me realizes she has an excellent shot at getting a boyfriend thrown into the bargain. I eye Gerald, trying to see him like a non-sister-person might. He’s painfully awkward and a video-games nerd, but I can see girls thinking that’s loveable. And he’s cute, of course, which doesn’t hurt his prospects. 

When I try to put this type of paragraph into past tense, I get confused. If my MC is telling the story from some point in the future, all this stuff might still be true about Gerald, so shouldn't it still be in present? Plus, I feel like it sounds odd in past tense, as if Gerald is now dead (at the time of the story's telling).... For example:

Gerald had a track record of stealing my best friends. Anyone who hung around me realized she had an excellent shot at getting a boyfriend thrown into the bargain. I eyed Gerald, trying to see him like a non-sister-person might. He was painfully awkward and a video-games nerd, but I could see girls thinking that was loveable. And he was cute, of course, which didn't hurt his prospects.

See what I mean? Or am I crazy? Is that how it's supposed to be or is some sort of hybrid paragraph the right way to go? For example:

Gerald has a track record of stealing my best friends. Anyone who hangs around me realizes she has an excellent shot at getting a boyfriend thrown into the bargain. I eyed Gerald, trying to see him like a non-sister-person might. He was painfully awkward and a video-games nerd, but I could see girls thinking that was loveable. And he was cute, of course, which didn't hurt his prospects.

Any advice from past tense ninjas out there? (MELISSA!) Have I successfully confused anyone else?

I'm reading this book right  now, which happens to be in first person past tense and I'm trying to study it to see how a master like Maureen Johnson pulls it off. Maybe some day I'll get brave enough to switch out of my comfort tense.


Do you have a favorite tense?

Thursday, 1 November 2012

Review & Giveaway! The Rake's Redemption by Regina Scott


The Rake's Redemption by Regina Scott
Love Inspired Historical / 2012


About the book:

Even infamous duelist and poet Vaughn Everard has qualms about dragging an innocent lady into his quest for revenge. But Imogene Devary is the daughter of the man suspected of murdering Vaughn's uncle. Surely that makes her fair game in order to uncover the truth!

Can the man who writes such moving verse be beyond redemption? Imogene can't believe so. In taming Vaughn's heart and healing the rift between their families, she's sure she's found her calling. Then his mission to unmask a killer reveals a terrifying plot. Only together can they safeguard his legacy, their newfound love…and England's very future.

My rating:

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My review:


I've really enjoyed "The Everard Legacy" series and, I have to say, I think The Rake's Redemption is my favorite in the series so far (I don't know whether or not there will be another book, but I'm hoping there will be one about Samantha).

One of the reasons why I probably enjoyed The Rake's Redemption so much is because Vaughn had really intrigued me in the past two books and I loved his character even more in this one. I was surprised by how much I liked Imogene Devary - she quickly became another favorite character of mine.

The story was really good and I had a hard time trying to figure out who was right about Imogene's father's guilt - Imogene or Vaughn.

I personally would have liked it if there would have been an epilogue or something (to show us how things are later on) and to have been told more about Samantha's season, but it was still great the way it was.

Overall, I really enjoyed The Rake's Redemption and recommend it if you enjoyed historical romances - it is a great one. I don't think you need to have read the first two books to enjoy The Rake's Redemption, but those books were also really good, so you might want to. :)

*I received a complimentary copy of this book for my review. I was not required to give a positive review, only my honest opinion - which I've done. All thoughts and opinions expressed are my own.*




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A Companion's Guide: Rose Tyler

Name: Rose Tyler
Portrayed by: Billie Piper
Number of episode as a companion: 18
Home Planet: Earth
Doctor(s): 9th Doctor and 10th Doctor

First Impressions
I think the most appealing thing about Rose Tyler is that she is completely un-extraordinary. In a recent Doctor Who special entitled The Women of Doctor Who, one of the commentators described her that really hot girl who peaked in high school and that's an accurate portrayal. When we first meet Rose she's living with her mother in a small flat, working at a local clothing shop as a clerk and dating a guy that's okay for her because it's easy. She's this really beautiful girl that doesn't think much of herself. She doesn't have many goals and you get the sense that she doesn't find herself very intelligent.

What the creators of the show were able to do with this character was completely transform her throughout the seasons because she was a completely blank slate. My first impression of Rose was very negative. I wasn't a fan of hers at all because she seemed really ditzy and silly. I thought that if the show was going to continue on with her, I couldn't see how people were as nutty about it as they were.

Something Deeper
My first glimpse of the woman Rose Tyler would become was in "The Unquiet Dead". The way she stood up to the Doctor and fervently and passionate fought for humanity's right to keep their dead bodies in the ground showed me a spark in Rose I'd never seen before and I was intrigued. She was still funny and fun loving and giggly in that episode but she also stood up for something she believed in. Her passion was impressive but I also thought it took tremendous courage to stand up to the Doctor even though she was so new. She didn't have a lot of a life to go back to and he might have decided she was too much trouble and dropped her back off. Yet, she stood up to him anyway and that gave me a glimmer of something deeper.

Father’s Day
Rose Tyler becomes a full fledged, fleshed out character in the episode "Father's Day". In this episode, the 9th Doctor breaks his own rules and takes Rose back in time to the day her father died. She was only a baby at the time and never got a chance to meet her dad but has heard a lot about him from her mother. The Doctor warns Rose that she can't interfere with time but that she can go hold her dad's hand as he's dying. But when the time comes, Rose can't pass up the chance to save her father from an oncoming vehicle creating an alternate universe and thoroughly pissing the Doctor off. She ends up paying for these mistakes but she also allows her dad to become the man he never got to be for her in her life. It fleshes out her character for me. And I realized that when the Doctor reappeared (he disappears from existence for a while--it's just part of the plot) and tells Rose to run to her father and she hurries over and grabs his hand as she crying over him and he's dying that I felt for her. I wanted to cry with her. And I thought, I'm invested and I was wrong. Rose is interesting. I never expected her to defy the Doctor and try to save her father but because she did, it suddenly turned her Technicolor in my eyes.


There's something else I noticed in that episode that made me sit up a little bit and that was the chemistry of Rose and the much older Doctor. People kept calling him her boyfriend and they'd both deny it but you realize in "Father's Day" that there really is a spark there that they can't hide from. This is fascinating for two key reasons. The first is that Rose already has a boyfriend back home that she left to come with the Doctor and the second is that Doctor Who has never allowed the Doctor and a female companion have a romantic relationship before. Would they now or would they ignore the obvious chemistry?
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Bad Wolf Rising
In "The Empty Child" Rose uses her sort of ditzy demeanor to get information out of Captain Jack Harness because he doesn't think she's listening to him. But later in the hospital she is able to tell the Doctor everything he said and is fast enough to give Jack false names. As the Doctor continues to take her along on these adventures, she begins to think on her feet and he encourages this behavior, often waiting for her to work out what is happening and how they can fix it. It is because he fosters this behavior in her that she is able to transform herself into something altogether epic and terrifyingly awesome to behold in "Bad Wolf" and "The Parting of Ways".

Knowing that he cannot win against an invasion of Daleks and their king, the Doctor tricks Rose into getting into the Tardis and going home. The Tardis then dies leaving her stranded in her own time period while she knows that somewhere in the future, the Doctor and all of her new friends are going to die. A phrase has been following her across the universe that she and the Doctor noticed which is "Bad Wolf" and because Rose has been putting things together with the Doctor, she realizes that if Bad Wolf is in her time and in all other times that there has to be a way to get back. She'd been leaving herself the same message all through time to show that it's all connected. She figures out a way to get the Tardis up because she remembers it is a living thing and absorbs all the Tardis's essence on her way back to the Doctor transforming herself into this other worldly creature called the Bad Wolf. By taking in the Tardis's soul, she can see all of time and space and erase or create life. The consequence to these actions is that all of that knowledge will burn her up from the inside unless the Doctor does something and quick.

Regeneration
The 9th Doctor takes the Tardis's energy from Rose is a kiss that may or may not mean more. I like to think it is a statement on the chemistry they've been building throughout the entire season but regardless, it is the last human touch this Doctor will ever feel. As he lets the Tardis' energy back into the Tardis, he begins to regenerate and explains to Rose that he will essentially die and be born again as a new man with all the same experiences and memories but with a different face and thoughts and likes and dislikes.

Thus enters the 10th Doctor who radically changes Rose again.

Cat and Mouse
Throughout season 2, Rose and the Doctor continue to grow closer after she realizes that he truly is the same type of man, just "slim and a little bit foxy". This season shows a happier Rose and the Doctor encourages her laughter and giggling as much as her mind. Rose continues to build on the courage and determination she found at the end of Season 1, risking her life to help the trapped people in "Tooth and Claw".

But what Season 2 also does is begin a game of cat and mouse between the new Doctor and Rose. In "New Earth", when Cassandra enters Rose's body, the Doctor refuses to do anything until Cassandra takes over him so Rose is free. He also seems to notice Rose's body since Cassandra flaunts it. Throughout that entire episode, the Doctor refuses to help unless Cassandra takes over him. Likewise, in "The Girl in the Fireplace" they give the Doctor a small romance which makes Rose jealous and in "The Satan Pit" they even have the Doctor and Rose discuss living with each other if they were to be stranded (though the Doctor seems really freaked out by this concept).

Both the Doctor and Rose are constantly pitted against each other in season 2 to try to figure out their feelings for one another. Rose is obviously interested though she never outright admits it but the Doctor seems a lot more hestiant. His resistance is explained very early on in the season with "School Reunion".

A Companion Expires
In "School Reunion" Rose is faced with her own expiration date when former companion Sarah Jane Smith (one of the most well liked companions in the early Doctor Who) returns as a guest star. Rose is extremely protective of her Doctor at first, going as far as arguing with Sarah Jane over who is closer to him. They both realize they are being silly and end up bonding in the end but this episode forces Rose to realize something. There were others before her. How long until the Doctor grows tired of her and trades her in for a younger companion like he seemed to have with Sarah Jane?

This also addresses the Doctor's eternal problem of bringing company abroad his Tardis. He will watch them grow older and die but he will never grow older himself and may never die. The Doctor assures Rose that as long as she'll have him, she can remain with him till the end of her days which Rose happily accepts. But his promise is tested at the end of the seasons in perhaps one of the most heartwrenching episodes in the series.

Doomsday
"This is the story of how I died. This is the last story I'll ever tell." These are the words spoken by Rose that greet the viewer in Doomsday because in this episode, viewers witness the last few moments Rose will ever spend with her Doctor. Due to an invasion on Earth that is going south quickly, the Doctor has to close a portal that are dimensions between worlds, sealing Rose and her mother away in another dimension which will never be able to be opened again.

Though the Doctor urges Rose to go with her family, she steadfastedly decides to stay behind with the Doctor even though it means that she too will never see her mother or other dimensional father again. Rose's courage to make this choice is perhaps her biggest transformation yet. She starts out as an indecisive store clerk who doesn't expect much more out of her life and through her experiences with the Doctor, she learns how to assert herself and trust her instincts. So even when she is forced to make the most difficult decision of her life, she does it with conviction.

It is because she chooses to stay with the Doctor that her getting ripped away from him is one of the saddest moments of the series. She looses her grip on a handle and is going to get sucked into a hell dimension when her father (he is alive in the dimension her mother goes to) swoops in to save her just as both the hell portal and the dimension with her mother close. She is safe with her family but she is permenantly sealed from the Doctor forever. Seeing both the Doctor and Rose standign at the same wall in different dimensions, trying to get back to each other can make even the hardest of men feel a little teary eyed.

Bad Wolf Bay
Only by burning up an entire sun can the Doctor get back to Rose long enough for a proper goodbye. As she walks on the beach, going to the spot the Doctor sent to her in her dreams, the Doctor fades into view for their final goodbye. With the moments slipping by far too quick, Rose admits the biggest thing one can say to another and that is that she loves him. I think it speaks volumes about her as a character that she is willing to take these last few minutes of her time with the Doctor to say something they both already knew, something that they had been skirting around all through time and space and put it out there when there is nothing left.
 
And she is rewarded with the closest thing to a reciprocation that a companion has ever gotten...

Rose Returns
I think that it is becuase she never got a full conformation that Rose was willing to fight tooth and claw to get back to the Doctor. All through season 4, we see Rose's face flash on screens, we see her speak to the current companion and visit the Doctor's world for brief snatches of time just to get back. Had she gotten her confirmation from him, she still would have tried but I feel like that almost gave her the fuel to try that much harder. During her travels apart, Rose becomes even stronger, toting around a gun and blasting Daleks without batting an eye. Her final return in "The Stolen Earth" and "Journey's End" shows a much more independant and fiercley determined Rose than we've ever seen.

And she succeeds after an entire season of flitting in and out. The Doctor sees her and they run to each other only for him to get shot. This ends up being a happy circumstance when he is able to stop the regeneration process and send it into the hand he lost back in Season 2, creating a human/Time Lord double of himself with all of his same memories but who is much more like the man he was before Rose softened him. He leaves this double with Rose and tells her that she can spend her life with him and they can grow old together but Rose isn't convinced. I love that Rose was smart enough to want the real geninue thing. She doesn't just accept the Doctor pawning off a clone until she reaizes that this Clone Doctor is the human part of him. Sort of like he took his human heart out and gave it to her. When Clone Doctor is able to say the words she has been fighting all this time to hear (I love you) she realizes that she can be happy.

Now, critics have aruged that Rose's return and subsquent happy ending cheapened the emotional impact that "Doomsday" had and I can see that point. I just completely disagree. Rose fought and grew and performed miracles to get her happy ending which is exactly what she learned from the Doctor. All those tools that the Doctor helped tend in her over her two seasons as a companion, she utilizes to make her return. She put blood, sweat and plenty of tears into getting back to the Doctor and if we hadn't seen that same type of spirit it wouldn't have been our Rose.

It is through Rose's tremendous growth and her vivacious spirit that she became my favorite companion to ever appear on Doctor Who. Her ability to be brave and strong when she needs to and laugh and enjoy her time with the Doctor even when she doesn't makes her unforgettable. Her journey from medicore to world-savior and the intensity of her love for the Doctor (and his for her) is the heartbeat of Seasons 1,2 and 4 and kept me pushing play to watch another episode long after 4 AM rolled around.

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Great Rose Episodes:
  • Father's Day
  • The Empty Child and The Doctor Dances
  • Bad Wolf and The Parting of Ways
  • The Christmas Invasion
  • Tooth and Claw
  • Fear Her
  • Army of Ghosts and Doomsday
  • The Stolen Eath and Journey's End
I'd love to hear in the comments what you think of Rose!

CFBA: A Thousand Sleepless Nights by Michael King

This week, the
Christian Fiction Blog Alliance
is introducing
A Thousand Sleepless Nights
Realms (October 16, 2012)
by
Michael King


ABOUT THE AUTHOR:

When Mike Dellosso won a one-year battle with colon cancer he set out to help readers of his books discover it before they had to go through what he experienced.

“I want others to avoid what I had to go through,” he says. “It was an experience that taught me a lot about myself, others, and God, but one I wouldn’t want to repeat. If I can help even one person battling this disease, it would have been worth it.”

Mike set about writing a novel quite different from what his fan base had come to expect from him. Not a thriller, but a character-driven novel, so he wrote it under a pen name, Michael King, and entitled it A Thousand Sleepless Nights. His publisher, Charisma Media, went for it and the first copies went on sale in October.

Mike’s next step was to determine whether a partnership between him, Charisma Media, and the Colon Cancer Alliance was possible. This month both announced their cooperative fundraising venture, with Charisma Media making a significant contribution to CCA and Mike committing a portion of the proceeds from the book through December to CCA.

Speaking about A Thousand Sleepless Nights Mike says, “I want people to see colon cancer (and all the other cancers) for the monster it is, but also to show it does not need to defeat us. There is hope, there is strength, and there is courage and love. And though cancer may rob us of our physical vitality, it has no power over our spirit.”

ABOUT THE BOOK

In the 1970s, escaping a home where he knew nothing but violence and hate, Jim Harding found work, and love, on the largest horse ranch in Virginia. The object of his affections, Nena St. Claire, is the daughter of the owner—a man who ruled his ranch with an iron fist and would do whatever it took to keep Nena and Jim apart.

Against the wishes of her family, Nena marries Jim, and after her father dies, she sacrifices everything—including her family—to keep the ranch alive. Now their three grown children have lives of their own and want nothing to do with Nena. She was never the mother they needed.

When cancer strikes and Nena is given a devastating diagnosis, can Jim reconcile the family before it is too late?

If you would like to read the first chapter of A Thousand Sleepless Nights, go HERE.

A Companion's Guide: The 9th Doctor

Name: The (9th) Doctor, The Oncoming Storm
Portrayed by: Christopher Eccleston
Number of episode as The Doctor: 13
Catchphrase(s): "Fantastic!"
Appearance: Black U-boat leather jacket and black pants

First Impressions
Mannequins are coming to life, it looks like they might have already killed one person and Rose is on the run. In walks this funny looking man in all black that is completely calm as he leads Rose through the building and sets up a bomb to blow up her work place. It was strange how the Doctor seemed completely in control of the situation while also like his mind was spinning out of control at the same time. It was almost as if he had a checklist of completely unrelated things that he was reading off while going through the actions.

As this was my first ever introduction to the Doctor, I had no prior knowledge on how the others acted before him or any of the differences. After doing quite a bit of Doctor Who research I know that he is a "stripped down version of the previous incarnations" (according to Wikipedia). But if we're going on my first impression, I remember liking how frantic his mind seemed, how he always seemed about six paces ahead and how quickly he got things done. I liked the improvisation of just living in the moment, of relying on his sonic screwdriver to get things done and create openings were there wouldn't normally be any. His elation at just being alive and watching people do people things carries over the entire season with him but I'm also equally interested that he could go very dark.

Meeting Rose Tyler
I was instantly drawn to the fact that the Doctor kept showing up around Rose Tyler in the episode "Rose" and even though his words told her to go away, his actions kept asking her to stay. He knew she was digging to find out who he was and though he told her it was better for her if she didn't, he didn't forbid her from doing it either and would even answer a few of her questions.

I liked how their relationship was defined by the Doctor encouraging Rose's inquisitive nature. He never seemed overbearing, never told her she couldn't but just warned her that it would probably be better for her if she didn't keep looking. He could have come off as Godlike and outright told her no but instead he let her make her own choices. When he finally asks Rose to travel with him at the end of the episode, even though it's light hearted, you can see how badly he wants someone to be with him when he comes back and asks her again, trying to tempt her with it time traveling as well. I liked this blend of always in control but also lonely and I loved how he wanted Rose to make her own choices.

Going Dark
The first time we see this dark anger bubbling just under the surface of this goofy man in black is during the episode "The End of the World". The villain of the episode Cassandra ports out of the spaceship leaving everyone else to die but this form of the Doctor is great with re-porting people back to their original location so he is able to get Cassandra back on the ship. Though Rose almost dies, she asks the Doctor to listen to Cassandra's pleas for mercy but the Doctor refuses, allowing Cassandra to dry out and explode.

This is the first time that we see the Doctor unwilling to understand or sympathize. In the last episode, the Doctor begs for the alien force to stop hurting earth and tries to reason with it. However, in this episode he refuses to listen to Cassandra and stands there to make sure she dies. It shows Rose and us as viewers that he while he is fair, he is also willing to let people pay the ultimate price if her finds them knowingly guilty of a crime. While I find the Doctor interesting as a light-hearted character, this hardened part of him added a completely unexpected layer that I was interested in finding out more about. He then goes on to explain to Rose that he was part of a war that destroyed his home planet which explains a little bit about how he could let someone die.

Falling Deeper
It is in the next episode "The Unquiet Dead" that we see the Doctor take that rage and anger and turn it on Rose. We see another one of his fatal flaws as well. The Doctor seems to always know what's going on and has things under control which often leads to him thinking he is always right even when he might not see reason. During the episode, "angels" are visiting a girl and asking for use of humankind's dead to make them corporal forms. The Doctor considers this a fair trade, after all humans are just burying the dead anyway, but Rose thinks this idea is appalling. She argues that people have a right to burying their dead and that it is sacred but the Doctor shoots down her arguments in a sort of "Doctor-knows-best" way, completely disregarding what she says. When the "angels" turn out to be more demonic and want to take over the human race, the Doctor realizes he should have listened to Rose.

I like that this episode shows why the Doctor truly needs a companion. Sure, he's often lonely but he needs a companion to remind him of what humanity is really about. He needs them as a moral guide because as soon as he believes he knows everything, he makes a horrible mistake that threatens the world. This isn't just a flaw with this Doctor but with them all. However, since this is the first Doctor of the series, I think this revelation has much more impact than with the others.

Finding Meaning
In the following episodes, "Aliens of London" and "World War Three" we get a peek at what Rose is beginning to mean to the Doctor. When they are trapped in a building and Rose's mother is on the phone she screams at the Doctor to promise that he will get her daughter out alive and the Doctor swears he will even though he knows the only solution is to blow up the building they are both in. It speaks volumes about their relationship that the Doctor turns to look at Rose before giving the command to send the missile their way. He respects her enough to ask if she would give her own life and I truly believe that he wouldn't have made the call if she'd objected. Even though Rose knows he doesn't have a backup plan, that there is no secret he is keeping up his sleeve, she agrees.

Later, in "Dalek" we meet the Doctor's main enemy and he is willing to risk the entire compound and world outside to get Rose back safely. Both of these examples show that he is not only listening to Rose and what she wants and helping her grow but he is learning to love her. Not in the romantic way (well, sort of in that way too) but in the way you love your best friend. He doesn't just view her as his responsibility but he views her as something precious, something worth risking his own life for. He finds meaning in her and that lets him find renewed meaning in everyday life.

Meeting the Daleks also shows us how blinded the Doctor can be by his own hate. He is completely unwilling to see the trapped Dalek for anything other than what it was during the war that destroyed his homeland even after Rose manages to reason with it and change its mind. He seems to take pleasure in torturing it and almost succeeds in killing it in its weakened state and tries to kill it again even when Rose says that it just wants to be free. It's only when he realizes that Rose imprinted on the Dalek and it is no longer a true Dalek that he lowers his weapon and really looks at it. He is so blinded by his own past that he won't allow himself to see what's in front of his face.

Rage Redirected
Against his better judgment, the Doctor takes Rose to the day her father died in "Father's Day" and though he explains that she can't change what happens, he doesn't anticipate that she will anyway. He is so infuriated that she would go against his wishes that he unloads on her accusing her of scheming to get there the entire time since she only agreed to go with him the second time he showed up and mentioned it was a time machine as well. He calls her names like "stupid ape" and really screams at her. Rose refuses to apologize or take his insults so he storms out.

This is the first time we've ever seen the Doctor redirect his rage at Rose and I have to say that I really didn't like it. It made me really uncomfortable watching him shout at Rose and insult her for wanting to save her father when we all know she wasn't doing it so much to change her life but because her father was in trouble and she wanted to make it right. I was glad they made up but his words left me stinging and I wish they had a little more impact on Rose.


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The Dancing Doctor
In the twofer "The Empty Child" and "The Doctor Dances" we finally see the Doctor and Rose's growing attraction addressed. In the first episode, Rose picks up a very flirtatious Captain Jack Harness which seems to bother the Doctor, especially when he finds out they danced to a song. Rose then asks the Doctor if he's ever danced to which he replies that he's danced before. It's implied by several sources that dancing is a metaphor for sex and upon another watch of the episode, I can definitely see where that happens. Later on, when they pick Jack back up and Rose offers to dance with him, the Doctor says he's dancing with her and asks Jack who he's going to dance with because Rose is his partner.

This is the first time we've seen the Doctor be slightly jealous and "proclaim" Rose as his own. She's talked about Mickey and he's even let Adam on the Tardis with them but he seems to draw the line with Jack and makes sure that Rose knows that they are together. Seeing the Doctor act jealous confirmed their chemistry that had been threaded through the earlier episodes. It felt like a conformation for the fans.

In this episode we all see how much the Doctor craves for everything to be okay. When the nanobots recognize the mother/child bond and go on to repair every person they changed, the Doctor exclaims "everybody lives Rose! Today, everybody lives!". We haven't seen this kind of joy from him in a long time and I love how his happiness can make everything seem so light.

When All Hope Is Lost
"The Parting of the Ways" sees the Doctor, Rose, Captain Jack and everyone they've acquired stuck on a ship with an entire fleet of Daleks coming for them. The doctor assigns everyone to a task and sets to work on making a contraption that he tells everyone will save them. He asks Rose to grab something on the Tardis to help and tricks her into getting sent home. Then the Dalek leader taunts him because it knows that the Doctor is building a machine that will kill both friend and foe.

This is perhaps the Doctor at his most interesting because he is left with a simple choice. Will he become like the Daleks and kill everyone? Would it be more humane than allowing the Daleks to get a hold of everyone on board and possibly the world? What should he do? These are the sort of decisions that define the Doctor at his very best. He's good with these because he has a strong moral compass and partly because Rose has helped shape him into a better person. He chooses not to blow up everyone and resigns himself to be killed. If people are going to die, it won't be by his hand. I love that throughout the season he has been explosive and vindictive in many of his adventures but this shows how much he has changed. If this was the same Doctor as in "Dalek", there would have been no choice. He'd have just killed them all to spite the Daleks but instead, he chooses to lay down his own weapon and keep his hands clean even though the Daleks essentially win.

A Kiss To Send Him Off
Luckily, Rose is there to save the day having absorbed the soul of the Tardis into herself. She can divide particles, bring people to life and see all of time and space. This also means that she will burn herself up from the inside out. The Doctor has proven time and time again that he would go to the ends of the earth and beyond to save Rose. He's even put the whole of humanity on the backburner to help her. So it is no surprise when he decides to take the Tardis' soul into himself, even knowing it will destroy him.

In a final kiss, he saves Rose and kills himself. But before he regenerates, he turns to Rose and tells her she was fantastic. "And d'you know what? So was I!"

I found it so interesting that this 9th incarnation had such a short life span but was able to capture that joy he always find in life right before he essentially died. It was a perfect little capsule of everything there was to love about the 9th Doctor. He was selfless, devoted, a little goofy and so full of joy and I love that his final moments represented that.

The 9th Doctor may have only had one season but his portrayal truly does set a precedence for the rest of the actors to follow. With his maniac mind, his absolute love of life and his deeper than black dark side, the 9th Doctor had a hell of a ride in a very short time. He introduced me to the Doctor and made me fall in love with the idea of a "madman with a blue box" despite the way he looked or acted. I connected with an alien that was just as human as you and I and it made me want to keep watching.

Great 9th Doctor Episodes:
  • The End of the World
  • The Unquiet Dead
  • Dalek
  • Father's Day
  • The Empty Child and The Doctor Dances
  • Boom Town
  • The Parting of the Ways
What did you think of the 9th Doctor? Short but sweet or so over him?